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From: Your sister, With Love always
Date: 14 Nov 2000
Time: 23:55:30
Remote Name: 205.188.195.41
Jared, I was sitting here,wondering about you and i thought that i would read what everyone else had to say, as I was sitting here reading, all i could do was think about all the good memories that we had together, abd i couldnt help but Cry. Every day it gets harder and harder to think about our times together, because all i can do is remeber, not make new memories, not spend all of my time with you, and Mo, and thinking about all of those times makes me wonder why you were taken and not someone else, I mean i understand that it is kind of selfish of me to think like that, thinking that it should have been someone else instead of you, kind of in a way makes me a bad person...I miss you so so so much, and i wish you were here everyday!! Love you, Not a day goes bye that i dont wish that i was right up there with you, and not to mention the days i really actually think its not a bad idea, but then i remember all that I have to live for, all the dreams i have to accomplish, the same way you did and believe me thats my goal in life as it was yours...and i am going to accomplish all of my dreams the same way you did, work my hardest and never EVER give up HOPE until the end THE SAME WAY THAT YOU DID, until the End....