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From: Tatum
Date: 08 May 2001
Time: 12:29:00
Remote Name: 205.188.200.182
As I was reading a wonderful paper that my friend has wrote about her grandmother, a tear came to my eye...the way she explained their relationship and the way she feels now 4 years after her passing just reminds me of how I feel about Jared the times we shared...the moments of joy we had. Just by closing my eyes I see those memories, and that exilerating feeling comes over me, i get the chills and a cool, yet suttle breeze rushes over me. Then as i get to remember these things i then realize that those are but just memories, no longer things that i can enjoy with him..no more memories are to be made, but then i think that if all i have are memories...what is to lie ahead. If theres nothing to look onto...only to look back on, what are the enjoyments i will have in the future? If he is no longer here, to help me make new memories, new enjoyments, then who will. I understand that it is good to have these memories, but what is to be good from now on?